Start school tomorrow. So fricken nervous and scared and not looking forward to it at all.
Dream last night- a good one!
I fell in love whilst on a camping trip with schoolmates (think I was back in school??) his name was Kevin I think, it was great.. He made me laugh and we talked non stop and I was the happiest I have ever been. Then I woke up /: haha
Started a new med tonight- Valdoxine or something like that. After tripling my last medications, I gained 3kgs in two weeks- I just couldn’t live with any more weight gain. I don’t care if the medication was helping me feel better- the more weight I gain, the more depressed I become. Cross your fingers this one works, I could love with some nausea as a side effect (help me lose weight) but nothing else I hope.
Dream last night:
Started off in an airport, was on a bus tour in England. The dream was about all the different outcomes based on changes in my behaviour/actions. Involved running over people, going to jail, stealing a bus etc. Cant remember any more detail /:
Have been having some very vivid, strange dreams, so I thought that I would write them down to document them. First, the dream I had last night:
It was about a group of people who realised that they were actually superhero-type people- they had powers that could transform them in robot looking people (I think like transformers?) after they discovered these powers, they learnt about a undercover sex trade on the army. They decide to send a young blonde member undercover, she gets picked at a beach and taken to a cell with slits in the roof so that men from the army could peek through to catch a glance before she is auctioned off. The organisation has been targeted by many other organisation trying to force themselves on and put a stop to it, but the people on charge could always tell and agent. As a result , the trade has been suffering immensely and this is the first girl in awhile (they don’t realise she is an agent. ) who they have been able to auction off. The young, blonde girl is very naive and unaware of what she had entered into.
Think the increase in meds is having a good affect. Feels like I more energy today, was a little happier I think. Still tires and hungry though, but hopefully that goes away.